for JML
 
Alan Sondheim

coming Jackson I to E I Street on over 17th he far Kathy after made Kathy saw together Saint Saint I it it Mayer through He I brave He I very Kathy this." be why Jackson to Kathy Jackson or brave us were Or us us because Or and of went and Or nothing right me. there went or there Or with the the things right which been. never there remember visited. there there he lonely there.

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I I
remember remember
Jackson Jackson
coming coming
up up
to to
the the
apartment
apartment
think or
it 17th
was Street
on not
E very
16th far
or over
17th I
Street think
not it
very was
far on
over
E
It the
after Kathy
he Acker
saw and
tape made
Kathy together
Acker It
and was
made he
together
saw
He at it
Saint at
Mark's Saint
Place
Mark's
maybe but
through I
Bernadette don't
Mayer know
but I
don't it
know
was
said "Alan
"Alan you're
you're very
brave for
for doing
doing this."
this."
He
always Kathy
wondered wasn't
why brave
wasn't be
be I
brave.
wondered
Why was
didn't or
say both
both Why
of Jackson
us didn't
were say
Or neither just sad
because bad
blow went
job right
sad Or
bad just
sex because
nothing of
went the
right blow
with job
me.
 
that there
her with
there Or
time went
us.
her
end they
things never
going been.
which that
they was
had the
never end
been.
of
sitting the
one he
visited.
remember
lonely was
visited he
there.
visited
 
He said "Alan you're very brave for doing this."
He saw it at Saint Mark's Place
I always wondered why Kathy wasn't brave to be said brave.
I remember Jackson coming up to the apartment
I remember Jackson sitting there the one time he visited.
I think it was maybe through Bernadette Mayer but I don't know
I think it was on E 16th or 17th Street not very far over
It was after he saw the tape Kathy Acker and I made together
It was lonely there he visited there.
Or just because of the blow job and sad bad sex nothing went right with me.
Or neither of us were brave.
Or that nothing went right with her just there at that time or with us.
Or that was the end of things going right which they had never been.
Why Jackson didn't say Kathy was brave or both of us were brave.